unfortunately until im visibly underweight i will never feel valid or sick enough

the concept of having an ed for 8 years and still being fat

head hurts, bank acc empty, room messy, but i got a hit tweet on edtwt .. that i cant tell anyone abt

thank u for 2 million baddies

when i am pacing in my room , on an empty stomach, drinking a diet soda & scrolling on edtwt so i lowkey reach flow state

me everyday bc i cant get rid of this belly pouch

ate 2k calories again. kms!!

binged so bad last night i’m still full in the morning

the ana to bed pipeline is not for the weak

apparently i don’t want to be skinny bad enough (i keep bingeing) even tho it derails my life everyday that im fat

my legs touching sm hurts my feelings

haven’t been on active on here bd im so embarrassed of how fat i am!

i want to recover so bad because i’m so sick of hating myself, but i truly never got sick enough and im NOT even remotely skinny

been slowly losing weight without counting cals but i’m having abt 1500 a day… wow! #notdisordedanymore #worstana

a moment for the hair color thanks