had a dream i was working freelance at a ludwig event and had a stomach flu and shit myself. i tried to hide it but everyone found out somehow and lud wanted to put me on cam and present me as “the human shit” i have no idea what this means but im very glad to be awake lol

think i’m finally ready to start releasing music again. my style completely changed over the last few years of not dropping anything (in a good way imo) and im really excited to share it now that im in a better place life-wise so yeah NEW MUSIC IN A FEW WEEKS!!

grew up not really consuming film so i’ve been trying to catch up. here are some i’ve seen in the two months, rated out of 10 based off how much i enjoyed it interstellar 10 the dark knight 10 Dark Knight Rises 9 Gangs of New York 8 Perfect Blue 9 2001 space odyssey 6 (sorry

if you’re really strong in france do they say you’re jacqued?

really wish i found bouldering earlier in life. feels so good to have something to work on that's self validating, has nothing to do with grinding for my livelihood, requires you to be active...AND IS FUN AS HELL. love this shit so much man

spotted this shirt at the climbing gym and they didn’t know Kyle Athayde from smash, only from his band!

sent this cute lil v4 to start the day off right. hands got a little lost towards the top but i’m happy with my progress i couldn’t even hold myself on the wall when i started ~3 months ago lol

thought this was mango LOL

remember mikehaze? this is him now

never played a final fantasy and gf kept telling me to play her favorite, FFIX so i decided to give it a shot always thought they’d be kinda lame but i finished it yesterday and i have never been so emotionally destroyed after a finishing a game. absolute banger 😌

had a dream i entered a melee tournament but melee was a fps on pc and i played drephen in losers bracket but my pc froze and he racked up 5 kills while i was frozen and i ragequit and this mf took the win all smugly like he outplayed me

trying to find the perfect words but don’t think i will. it’s just a sad loss and i wish things were different. rest easy hax.

If you want to win, get better at losing

ngl timeline been really shameful recently. sad to see so many people at each-others throats and divisive after a tragedy like this not everything has to be objectively right or wrong. go mourn the death of our boy instead of fighting and politicizing everything.

During Apex 2012, I noticed that the Brawl ruleset was an international version instead of the American version, which meant that the MikeHaze Rule was not in effect. I played an IC player in pools and started screaming in his face anytime he started to chaingrab me. (cont.)

started playing trumpet again a few weeks ago after a 15 year break! obviously still really bad but i wanted to share my progress 😄