life if i wasnt a fat fuck

when i joke about my lore but then i remember

how a member of shtwt sees the world

i dont understand why some people care about my sh as much as they do ill do what i want with my own body like sorry for finding joy in something u dont man

my stomach thinking it’s getting food but it’s just gum again

scrolling on twitter at school feels like this

I would cut/starve myself for money without thinking it twice

when im not cutting deep and I blame the blade but its really my fault

how i feel complaining about my weight and body as if i didnt binge myself to this weight

the concept of missing someone who was a horrible person but they were funny

i keep touching my scars like a sensory board

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