Deep inside I know I’ve changed, I became more quiet. I have tried to be more sociable but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am. I have trust issues. So I’ve learned to enjoy myself, my family and a few good friends.
After abuse, we end up asking so little from life. We get stuck in those memories, & see ourselves as a burden for not adapting better. We shrink our requests for change, pleasure, hope-yet we’ve already paid for someone else’s actions. Please go live. Ask for more. Be free.
nyleigh sees me feeding her brother and then asks him "baby does it taste good? do you like it" lol she was confused then realized he was drinking milk
waylon is already wanting to go christmas shopping. he woke up this morning and asked "should we go get the kids Christmas presents" lmao 😂 on halloween he almost bought nyleigh one of her gifts
I’m at the calmest point in my life right now. I don’t react to anything. I’m just staying in my own lane, getting my life together, vibing with myself, and learning to be there for me.