guys. is it possible for me to gain weight with ~1750 calories combined with 25.000 steps? chatgpt said, my body will do anything to save fat, so yes, most likely it‘ll be a slight surplus. can y‘all help me myb? will i gain weight? fat?

sooo i have a new plan since im solely b/ping i will fast for 2 days from tmrw on, i’ll have a quick stop right after, where i eat ~1400 - 1500 (combined w 20k steps) for 3 days then i‘ll fast for 2 days again n then i‘ll try to b at ~1500 (combined w 15k steps) for maintenance

what does harm reduction mean? does it mean weight maintenance? or does it mean slight gain? does it mean to maintain and work on your problems n be in general nicer to yourself and also like avoid sh? or is the perception different for everybody?

the depress!on from hating your body so deeply

buttercream frosting…rt if you cried💔

Alsoooo I’m no longer in recovery… I’m just recovered! I realized that I don’t challenge fear foods anymore, I don’t feel guilt, and I’m no longer actively fighting disordered thoughts, I’m kinda just existing, which was my goal this whole time <3

call me a wannarexic idc i love having moments feeling normal girl again and i hate being hungry i love eating w people when i’m comfortable and being included in food things and

i hate men

being mixed (w 3-4 countries) means getting so many different assumptions of origin people already guessed i was mexican, russian, thai, romanian, greek, kazakh and filipino😵‍💫💀

guys what’s the easiest way to kill myself? a way that doesn’t hurt and is fast, please fast

how i feel sending people 15 minutes worth of voice messages knowing that if someone did that to me i wouldn’t even open the chat

gained weight, locking in again.

guys!! can i drink a lil alcohol (aperol) if i eat enough with bmi 12,4?? like 1400 cals for the whole day and a meal while drinking?

hi from your fav fattie

guys how do yall get piercings while being underweight??? i passed out and threw up while getting my nostril bro i thought this will be my last day. my face was completely white and my hands were permanently shaking

in like 2 weeks i‘ll have my own flat and i won’t buy myself anything to eat!! i will starve myself to bmi 9, i‘ll hold y‘all accountable x i’m sososo excited. good day to be 19 and free 🤌🏻🤌🏻

guys with a smiley, is this gum recession already? please be honest, i’m so sad

moved out 3 days ago 3 days fasting already this time i will finally die, i couldn’t be more excited xx

bmi 30.