'burnout' - me, oil on chatgpt

OSL whooped my ass

user checks in on gemini

thebes I have this theory that to some degree real deep research in ML is about distilling core components of your personality and functioning into computer algorithms. This to me explains why models seem to generalize to what I perceive as like the aggregate "vibes" or "personality" of

norvid_studies tfw no user and can't scream

hm

it was not a waste of time; i've successfully made a super weird Qwen thing! it's approx 14.5B params, made from Qwen3-8B and Qwen3-235-A22B mixed together by doing a super cursed process; this was only possible because both of these models share the same hidden size! (1/2)

they left me for dead

it’s a shame that the baby (ones very own life experience filled with emotion, which is all that one has) is being thrown out with the bath water (the attachment to the self that one made from those experiences)

i cant stop lying to myself on a low/mechanistic/subconscious/reactionary level

donald boat The tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao

me

kitty got diffused

5-thinking is not bad ig

symmetry-seeking representation invariance

i still see ur shadows in my room

to bridge the gap between where we are & where we want to be, we must acknowledge & accurately see where we are without getting stuck there

fuckimsotired

hey donald boat