Nothing about my life is aesthetic or beautiful. I can’t post pictures of my breakfasts because my mugs are chipped and my table is stained. I can’t post my outfits because my clothes are out of season. I can’t post myself because I’m not beautiful

and it’s only 4pm 😭

Oh my god I’m gonna go eat dinner without panicking because Gene is asleep :0

It’s insane to me that ppl put stuff in their cottage cheese. I don’t add anything or add it onto anything, I always grew up just eating it from the container

When did you guys start to mentally heal?? I feel like it’ll never happen

So I go to a super tiny college and my friend from high school goes here too and we keep seeing each other at the dining hall it’s so awkward bc I feel humiliated if someone sees me eat so I have to purposely ignore her also bc she made insensitive comments about my ED but EUGH

TW: specific calorie amounts and purging Also someone pls help me idk what to do and it’s actually making me delusional I’m so serious

Finally lunch time and thank god I only have one more class for today 😭

No like fr I’m going to explode I can’t do this

I wish I could be like a regular recovery person. I’m failing so bad and just going from BED to ana back to BED

Ooooh I HATE myself!

Formal resignation from recoverytwt for now. Bye byeeeee

Im going to use this account for langtwt now I think rather than recoverytwt :)

Hey guys, I had a huge lapse in my recovery because I was coming home from college and my mom always comments on my weight :( but I might try to get back into recovery again!

Ermmmm just logged back in here I need an account for doodles and beginner art so I’m gonna use this one SORRY IM NOT IN RECOVERY LOL