once again i would like to quote my 7 year old hysterically wailing self on "why can't I just be normal?"

i want to be the fun friend again. not the lousy debby downer who has nothing good to say anymore.

i just had my r*pist show up on my facebook feed and i am not okay 😃

maybe one day ill stop wanting to not exist

thinking about just disappearing.

blood test and wee sample this morning yaaaaaaay

waiting for a diagnosis is just sending me into a spiral i hate this so much

they sent me my test results in a text (which I don't understand because I'm not a doctor) If anything was wrong, they would call me... right?

i need to learn to just shut the fuck up but also i'm petty and frustrated. i sold content to buy myself a switch 2 as an investment. not that any of that fucking matters since it's none of your fucking business??

eat my fucking ass

this crashout is so fucking stupid, 30 year old woman having beef over something so menial and unproblematic 💀

chat i weighed myself today and the number was much lower than expected we take those

i know i complain a lot about my life but i am so incredibly lucky. i really need to learn to be more positive.

Oh also btw I've been locked on main for a week for telling a trump support to unalive so that's why I've been quieter than usual :^)

doctors appointment today, going to talk about my heart "problems" and see if I can go back on anti-anxiety medication. Daily panic attacks are not it.