Imma lose so much weight with my new job omg I have to walk there and back (2 hours total) and the whole time imma be hella active and on my feet because it’s a nightclub 💀 imma lose like 50kg in the next 6 months bitch

Everytime I try to “be myself” in front of my colleagues I feel like an idiot 💀😭 like no one reacts and I can’t help but think that it’s because I’m really fucking fat and ugly

Holy shit I did my first shift of my new job last night and I burnt A THOUSAND CALORIES 🤯 and I barely have time to eat anything holy shit. I’m literally burning all the calories I’m eating bruh

I it bad I wanna starve so people will care about me

I think I’m falling back into a binge cycle :/ any tips on how to stop ????

i do not "style" my hair. i let it air-dry and if it looks like shit i kill myself

Yes my sneaky link may be twice my age but he also invited me to stay with him in Morocco for 9 days so 🤷‍♀️

Sneaky link keeps leaving me in his apartment while he goes to work and so I just starve all day. Haven’t eaten for 24 hours just waiting on him to come back with McDonald’s 😭😭

so this month was a fucking fail

sometimes u just gotta say "im gonna kill myself" then keep it movin

Literally staying awake next to my best friend so I can make sure she doesn’t choke on her puke in her sleep and die rn 😭😭. Wouldn’t have it any other way tho honestly 🤷‍♀️

I’ve been in denial about my bulimia being back for like two months now but this past week… I literally ate like 10,000 calories in two days and then ate maybe 4 meals for the next 4 days likeee 😭 and I will literally tell myself I gotta eat way less because I binged so bad

Back to 20 hour fasts, eating <1000cals and doing 10,000 steps everyday, I need to lose 9kg again literally just to do something good with my life at this point

Been a week since I started fasting and counting calories again and I’ve been doing really bad until yesterday (or so I thought), weighed myself and I’ve somehow lost 1.5kg???? Probs just water weight but damn that’s a lotta water weight 😭