how dare you love me in the way i long to be loved。

a weapon? a monster? a child.

you believe me like a god, i destroy you like i am.

i was not a lovable child， and i'd grown into a deeply unlovable adult. draw a picture of my soul， and it'd be a scribble with fangs.

wakey wakey !!

i can't keep lying to myself saying that i'm gonna change. i'm poison. i come from poison. i have poison inside of me, and i destroy everything i touch. that's my legacy.

that’s what makes me love you.

you should at least curse me a little at the very end.

the fireworks are quite a beauty this evening, no?

sugar coating、lies unfolded、you still lick the wrapper。

xav.⠀⠀⠀ WHERE ?!

temp pin because i'm lazy 👍 fukuzawa yukichi, from bungou stray dogs. writer 20+. sometimes sporadic activity, slow responses. crack to literate. dark themes, please be warned.