Thanks… ( just holding it, staring off into space )

Cassandra said I can’t have fun anymore. ( is he being dramatic? Maybe but he feels it’s deserved )

( glancing over at her…was she trying to be maternal with him? ) I…I wasn’t made for all this. I was thrown into it on accident. I don’t know how to lead an inquisition or fight demons, and apparently I’m awful at it.

( silently reaching a hand out to her, wishing to have her close )

(( since I have to work tomorrow you guys get sad Caelan

( pulling her down gently, to sit next to him )

((Hurricane update for all the worried moots (ily all)! The storm shifted south slightly so I am out of most of the danger. We are getting wind and rain, but my boss (Amazon) has deemed it safe enough to deliver for at least half the day. So I am safe! But seriously ILY GUYS ALOT

Hi… ( super quiet )

I have to tone down my fun. ( he let go of her hand slowly, sending some unease ) Which makes everything a little more real…

( he held her hand and seemed to relax a little. ) Cassandra and Cullen aren’t happy with me.

That I need to take what’s happening a little more seriously. ( shrugging ) And when I do that…I focus more and get scared.

( nodding softly, pulling his knees to his chest ) Yeah…I’m not like Cullen or Cassandra…or even varric…I’m just me…

Yeah, I guess. It’s something I’ve always done. ( the hold on her hand was gentle, relaxed)

Cullen! Wait!

( boops his nose ) Boop!

( smiling like an idiot )

Because… I don’t know. You needed a boop.

Not anymore, I gave you one.

HA I MADE CULLEN SAY BOOP.

Commander…