does anyone else feel like their disorder isn’t serious at all ? compared to others i shouldn’t even be considered sick!

i kept fucking up and making mistakes and there was so much noise and so much going on and so much to remember

my mother held me today, held me for the first time since i was like 13. and she fussed over me. almost like she actually gives a shit and actually cares. (after demeaning me for 30 mins straight until i was crying)

on edtwt, if youre not active for a week, they kill you

either everyone’s deactivating their accounts or everyone hates me and i don’t know which is true

i need you guys to answer honestly is there a call out thread about me? did i do something wrong???

guess who has to be up at 5:30am on a saturday 💔💔

today’s the last day of training and saturday is the official opening sighhhhh

my shift is done and THANK GOD

my feet hurt my legs hurt my brain hurts my hands hurt

soooooo tired thank god i’m not on full time anymore i think i genuinely would’ve blown my shit smooth off😭

i’m so bloated omg

my stalker just made ANOTHER new account to message me AGAIN fuck my life

been trying to get rid of him for FOUR FUCKING YEARS

also mind you he asked if i could donate to his fucking gofundme??????

work tmr💔💔

everything and everyone is pissing me off lately

please tell me it’s not possible for me to gain 2 pounds in a week on 1000-1200 cals daily…..

having unhealthy habits while having extreme health anxiety is NOT for the weak😭

i’ve been so inactive lately because i’ve been so busy but hiiii i miss you guys don’t forget me