This lady stopped me on my way to Medical ICU saying “Dactar sab tussi barray dinna baad dikhy ho. Barra arsa hoya tussi mery bachiyan da barra sona ilaj kitta si.” She remembered me from 2022; my house job days 🥹 and gave me a lot of prayers. (Kindness always comes back ❤️)

کسی کو اتنی اذیت نہ دو کہ وہ خود سے بھی ہار جائے۔۔۔

And finally, they broke me down, that too right in the middle of ER!

and then there comes a time, when even the last person leaves…

Nothing hurts more than seeing yourself in the same situation after getting better for a while.

👧🏻“It’s a long story” 🗣️”All time is yours” (wish someone ever told me that)

ُتم کسی کی پسندیدہ نہیں ہو ُتم بس میسر ہو، موجود ہو بس اس سے زیادہ ُکچھ نہیں

And one day, you don’t deserve 12am birthday wishes.

I just realized that I didn’t get a chance to eat my favorite veggies viz. arvi, bhindi, tori, baingan, kaddu, tinday this summer for I was away from home all this time for my job😔 and now they are out of season 😔

Where I did wrong.

You think you are going to excel in life after hurting someone? You are definitely in a fantasy world baby!

Woke up at 11. Remained in bed thinking of what to order for breakfast. Got up half an hour later. Decided to skip breakfast. Soaked chia seeds. Drank half of it and threw rest in the drain. Called someone at home & no one picked up. Watching rain alone thinking what this life is

Another day. Another morning with high bodyaches. Another day of questioning life choices. Another day of hearing beeps of cardiac monitors. Another day of watching clock ticking. Another day of struggling for breaths. Another day of questioning why do I exist.

And a cherry on the top is that if you tell the patients/ attendants that these medications ARE NECESSARY BUT NOT PROVIDED BY THE GOVERNMENT, you will be suspended...!!!

24 hrs call in thoracic surgery passed doing rounds of whole hospital to attend calls from ERs and other wards, post call did 6 hrs ward duty that too writing notes of 13 pts, a lot of sleep in eyes, but couldn't resist having coffee in evening and boom, all the sleep gone now 😭

Can someone suggest me multivitamins from any company which has really small tablet size? 😭

Lowkey me missing working in surgical ERs after leaving general surgery 5 months back 😓