⠀i always thought i might be bad ; now i’m sure that it’s true ， ‘cause i think you’re so good ， and i’m nothing like you .

⠀i feel like you barely know me . and that’s a shame ‘cause our last name is the same .

⠀the 𝓜𝐎𝐎𝐍 will sing a song for me ; i loved you like the 𝕾𝑼𝑵 .

⠀i don’t need these eyes ， just hold me .

⠀so bury me as it pleases you ， lover . at sea ， or deep within the catacomb .

⠀i’m sorry i couldn’t do better .͟.͟. i’m sorry i wasn’t a good mother to you ꜝꜝ

⠀if you don’t like me now ， i will change for you .

⠀i can feel his breath . why do i feel warm .ᐣ i feel something i don’t think i’ve ever felt before .

⠀one day ， you’re gonna look around and you’re going to realize that everybody loves you ， but nobody likes you . and that is the loneliest feeling in the world .

⠀if i don’t have the means to leave behind proof of us two ， then engrave me with this warmth and k¡ll me .

⠀stay by my side . let’s go have some fun . where are you .ᐣ

⠀and if you miss me ， let me go . you can kiss me but my body will eventually grow cold .

⠀if i open up my feelings out for everyone to see ， i can say goodbye to anyone who’s close and dear to me .

⠀these years i wondered what was missing from my life ， i know . and i’m firm in thinking that it was just your smile all along .

⠀it’s so cruel to let people love you .

⠀you like it when i’m a mess ， because it makes you feel good about yourself .

⠀you can’t keep doing this . you can’t keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay . you need to be better .

⠀is it too much to ask for you to end my life .ᐣ

⠀my hands ， my hands in yours . i’ll try to come back home .

⠀we were broken and bleeding ， but never gave up . and i hate that i made you the enemy .