do y’all ever feel yourselves just yeeting to a new lw??? bc that’s me rn

i lost 9 lbs in 8 weeks

also im sorry if any of my tweets are triggering but i rarely feel valid so i need the world to know that i do in fact have an eating disorder sometimes. i eat normal for 3 months and convince myself that i faked the first 15 years of my disorder 🥴

i love my tt friends though they are so supportive and caring and accepting of exactly who i am. i’ve literally never had support and reassurance like this. i manifested these people into my life and they are incredible 🥺

i am so sad and so hungry and so tired i just feel so empty

mood all weekend: crying and throwing up

i feel like i should delete this acct. its so bad for my mh seeing all of the triggering shit on here and it kind of represents a part of my life i’m trying to leave behind. but sometimes it’s my only outlet & i need to talk to ppl who understand :/

literally why would u post this

recovery tiktok be like “here are a million pics of me at my lw.... anyways here is the NEDA hotline take care of urself bby” lmao

i just want someone to care about me bc i hate myself and if nobody else cares about me then literally why am i here. ive been fighting depression and anxiety and eds and suicidal urges for over half of my life and no one is even proud of me or happy that i’m still here

i’ve had such a bad month & i literally just want some fun girlie friends to come drink apple cider mimosas with me ☹️

kinda love how i relapse every summer. at least i am skinnier during the season where i can’t hide under clothes