Hard to fall asleep Harder to wake up If I close my eyes I won't open them up.

Afraid to love, Afraid to stay, Afraid to die, But want them all today.

Look alive Dead inside

Pour one more glass tonight Fill up my holes inside

*d e p r e s s i o n* Tried to change my mind Can't find a way You keep coming back Keep teasing me.

Can't see the battles in my heart

Nowhere to hide The pain stays inside

Sharing is not for others to see, it is for you to find the good inside yourself. Just try it, any small thing, even if it is a smile, a gum or something bigger, it'll feel so much better.

Lay down Listen to my heartbeat What if I stopped it?