my heart 😭😭😭😭

:(

whoever decided that maternity pay should be 50% less than minimum wage, obviously has never ever had to live on so little money.

sometimes it hits me that she doesn’t care anymore and i get so sad, i miss how it used to be

☹️

that’s the last time i ever try tell anyone something im excited and anxious about aha

this shit hurts so much

i am having such a bad day🥲

i know exactly where i stand w her now, time to take a step back

i just don’t have it in me to care anymore 🥲

i will never go above and beyond for anyone ever again lmao

REAL

yeah i’m done fr

i have never been so pissed off in my life

she literally doesn’t care less about me no matter how much she tries to pretend hahaha

i am drowning🥲

again i am shown why i shouldn’t talk about anything that makes me feel both happy and scared. it is what it is i guess

i’m done

i’m so used to it now

had the cutest photo shoot with nyny and have no one to show the photos too