feels like we're on the edge right now i wish that I could say i'm proud i'm sorry that i let you down i let you down

they’ll tell you i don’t care anymore and i hope you’ll know that’s a lie

the monster trapped deep inside of me, feeding off my love and sanity no matter how i try to block out the voice that tells me i'm worthless i can't seem to conquer the beast, i'm always defeated, left here in pieces and there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up

and being a monster doesn't necessarily make you bad

so miserable got all the frown lines to prove it from living in a bubble built on the charade that you're perfect

i wish that you could see the pain that i've seen all of the times i spent being not me

you're supposed to love and protect me

i wanna be barely hanging on when you make me lose control

i don't give a fuck about you anyways whoever said i gave a shit 'bout you? you never share your toys or communicate i guess i'm just a play date to you

you were cruel and i'm a fool, so please let me go

i love you so

i'm on your conscience and will surely die alone invite me in to regret it as i take over your home

if mitsuba were alive in this world... then it wouldn't be so bad. i would have been so happy.

i was born to be happy

i want your quiet, your screaming and thrashing, the salt on your lips and the hands that god gave you

if you’re sad and you know it and you don't want to show it clap your hands

i want a love like the movies

i won't be, no, i won't be like you fighting back, i'm fighting back the truth eyes like yours can look away but you can't stop dna

i need my fix and hurry cause i need it quick a never thought i'd be this sick or that you were the cure for me

i know i’m subservient, but all of this is necessary sometimes my appetite is violently contrary