Hey y’all. I’m still looking for mains like Bonnie and Elena!! Must be active and literate. RT please?

— Gulping again at my own realization of the fact that my love for Jayden might not be requited like I thought it might, I tried not —

— to let my own disappointment shine through]| You once told me you didn't like her, Jayden. I wanted to tell you. I did. But I —

— thought you'd hate me for my decision if I did, Jayden.

|[I couldn't lie to Jayden. But I had to. The look of despair on his gorgeous face was enough to make my heart ache. This probably —

— hurt Jayden as much as it hurt me. I knew if I were him, it'd feel like a punch in the gut. Stuttering out, the words came. —

— like bile]| Y-yes, Jayden. I a-am.

|[as Jayden took hold of my chin, I gulped. His grip on my chin, although forceful, felt like velvet against my skin. My heart began —

— beating uncontrollably in my chest and I was glad Jayden couldn't hear it. As much as it killed me to do it, I jerked my chin out —

— of Jayden's grip while trying not to melt]| You don't understand, Jay. You wouldn't if I told you the real reason. There's no way —

— you'd understand me, Jayden.

|[grey orbs flashed gold as I tried to look Jayden in the eye. Onyx feathered wings twitched at my back, but I ignored them. I —

— wanted so bad to let Jayden in. Like I had with everything else we did together. I was straight. And marrying the right one soon. —

— I hoped]| No, Jayden. Yes, you're my best friend. But there are some things even I can't tell you, Jay.

|[glorious onyx feathered wings extended so I could follow Jayden. Reaching him, I caught his cigarette between deft digits and —

— removed it from between Jayden's lips]| You know I hate when you do that.

|[shaking my head, I flick the butt over the clouds and let it drop before crossing muscular arms over a broad chest]| I — (Jayden)

— won't, Jayden. Because you'd rather smoke than talk to the guy who's getting married. The one you've known since we were boys. And —

— I'm trying not to take it personally. And you /know/ I hate when you smoke, Jayden!