I found my old blades when cleaning my room today… I fear the relapse is imminent now

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i’m so embarassed to be at this weight like i don’t want anybody to see me until i lose it

bodychecking in the bathroom after eating so i lowk start feeling like the grinch

why can i restrict really well until i start eating something 😐like, the minute my body registers that ive eaten, i cant stop

"diet coke has too many chemicals and causes cance-" shut up and pass me the battery acid

i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer i will be bmi 15 by summer

to add onto my late night wokeness i don’t think people treat eating disorders as serious as they are because a majority of people suffering from them are women

I just want to be pretty and I want to be loved and I want to feel loved

I’m so mad that I don’t like sweet potatoes because the oneee time I had one I felt so freaking full the rest of the night even tho my meal was only like 350 cals 😭😭nothing else has ever made me eme feel that full

edtwt users becoming less active when they feel like they’re failing at their ed just to lurk anyway in sorrow

The way this has happened to me so much

#relapseera

What it feels like to refuse food and then binge later