ahhhhhh need hellp no one to turn tooo so screwd up at moment

realy depressed lately

fealing so alone not sure if can cope with it much longer not fealing my sellf right now

well and truely alone now only had one person in my live and theyve betrayed me so fealing like giveing up on pepole all together

trashed bedroom looking for one thing oooppppps

being in love and not being able to tell her or hold her tight is hard

needs a hug form some one specail

fed up with back stabing pepole who claim to be freinds

randomly chating to a girll who decideds to tell me shes getting undressed and going to have a bath

why is it all the girlls who like me are not single :(

ok thats it no more chances for my so calld best freind lies got to stop now

may end up going to comic con alone :(

wakeing up with pillow coved in blood = one freeked uot me lol

now hass a geeky laptop to match the geeky me

not good woke up 2 days in row with blood pouring out of my nose and a headache

feal like hideing in cornor and giving up on every thing

liveing in a woods on my own sounds so good right now

ahhhh heads going to explode

been to a comic con had a blast next year will have to go in a costume

4 hours 45 minuites till ultimate spiderman cartoon starts