i turned 20 today.. to be honest i never thought i'd live to this age haha.. and it feels so.. weird? not much has changed in the last few years, i still feel like a stupid teenager and i have absolutely no idea what i want or what to do.. but anyway happy birthday to me i guess?

tw: bc | fit check | | | | | | | birthday bc, haha.. lately i feel fat more and more often. i'm sure i've gained weight and that's why i feel disgusted with myself. tell me honestly, what weight or BMI do i look like, i really need to know..