this is sending me

how it feels to be on edtwt

im so chopped i genuinely feel like im not allowed to enjoy things like ok

the type of shit I tell myself ill wear when I reach my ugw

"your body knows what it wants" well my body wants 55 burgers 55 fries 55 tacos 55 pies 55 cokes 100 tater tots 100 pizzas 100 tenders 100 meatballs 100 coffees 55 wings 55 shakes 55 pancakes 55 pastas 55 peppers and 155 taters

i walk over a bridge everyday to class and the call of the void is so strong. like, i don’t necessarily want to die but i also want to jump off

skinny feel as taste good nothing as

i feel like such a failure. i cry over every little thing

ugh, i’m 23 now and still have an ed