This is kind of embarrassing but I actually have trouble making it to the bathroom because of how weak my bladder is from holding my pee when I was younger. I was too scared to go to the bathroom while my dad had parties and when my mom had men over.
I think about one of my ex's alot, he always tried to correct my wrong way of thinking and helped me realize I was being abused. If it wasn't for him I think I would've ended up being a pretty bad person