“being skinny won’t make you happy” well it did last time i was skinny sooo…

i want to throw up but i love my boyfriend too much

i need to stop forgetting hkw fat i am

realizing this is the month my ED really got out of control in 2023

almost purged two nights in a row hashtag this fatty needs to lock in

yikes i got fat

turns out i just needed a week off from school!!! i’m on a cut and walking and running a lot. i still don’t really like my body but it’s easier to manage if i know i’m working to be better.

This is my first winter with ANA 😆😆so excited kind of scared, crazy thing is I already went shopping and all my clothes are not gonna fit me anymore😂 well I guess that means more shopping. A win is a win😌✨ #winterarch #skinny #diet #ana

how many miles should i walk today

still don’t feel comfortable with food or eating and i’m always tired and oh my god i need concerta NOW i’m supposed to get it tomorrow

why can’t the food noise stop i am literally 120lbs r u fucking kiddibg me

i just want to be good for my boyfriend and i hate myself so much and it’s so hard fuco

when your sw turns into your gw

GUYS. USE THE APP WEWARD GENUINELY FREE MONEY HELLO

how do i stop being sore and stop being in pain and stop craving food and stop wanting to eat food and stop eating food even when i fucking hate my body

am i even purge free anymore i threw up today but i dont know if i should count it or not because its so little and FUCKK

why cant i just lose weight normally?? why can't i just eat in a deficit? why is the food noise so loud? why can't i stop gaining weight oh my god

im ok