ᥫ᭡. like bro shes perfect

why is it that everytime i’m alone i feel like my true self again and my true self is just me being passively miserable

what i ate yesterday lol i prob didn’t even use that much mayo, i just didn’t wanna underestimate 😭☠️

headache so bad i’m gonna cry

my cal count was so overestimated yesterday i forgot i saved most things for today and added it anyway 😭😭 im so dumb

doing a doordash to bumfuck nowhere and i’m literally gonna pee myself there is no where near this

i’m sad bc now that my living bf is back i’m scared im not gonna be able to starve like i want to :((((( 💔💔💔💔💔

bf said this after seeing my relapse : “ i can’t live with just the memory of you u, i need you here ” :,(

hello i feel like im losing my mind prob will delete later when i feel like a person who is alive again

nails done

i literally have this now

oh nah im hard