I cry so hard and so much that I’m making myself gag. I can’t do this anymore #grief #widow I’m not okay

I’m not ready for April to turn into May. I want a re-do of April 9th. I would spend all day holding you, looking into your eyes, touching your skin, laughing with you. 💔💕 Keep looking after me my Ozzie

I will forever miss you till I’m in your arms again. Please visit me in my dreams. I love you my Ozzie.

My husband, my best friend Ozzie passed away 4/10/23 I am completely broken and lost. #Grief #widow

#Covid it’s sickening that some people treat Covid as a joke. That’s a slap in the face to the memory of my son, Donovan and the million + who have lost their lives. #wearamask #Covid IsntOver

I’m trying babyboy

Why didn’t you survive ? 💛💔💛 days are getting harder this can’t be my life now #fuckcovid

#yellowheartmemorial #fuckcovid I need my son back 💛💔💛

#fuckcovid

#covid took you from me 💛💔💛💔 Donovan I’m sorry I couldn’t save you

I hate that I only get to have picture memories of you my babyboy. #HappyNewYear2023 I will never have a Happy anything again. #covid #forever31 💛💔💛

Missing you 💛💔💛 #forever31 #COVID19 #WearAMask #GetVaccinated You should be here 💔

Happy Birthday to my pumpkins.

Just posted a photo instagram.com/p/CjoTAfcPm8n/…

And….Covid doesn’t give a fuck

Butterfly release in honor of our son Donovan. #forever31 #WearAMask #covid19 #butterflyrelease Cloverlawn Butterflies

#yellowheartmemorial 💛💔😢 Donovan I miss you. I am glad we went- you helped me get out of the house. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. I love you #forever31 @ Frogtown Art Walk instagram.com/p/Ci6XaVzLK0R/…

Forever Yellow youtu.be/rmuRlE4H1MI via YouTube #foreveryellow #yellowheartmemorial #COVID19 My son Donovan is forever31 #FUCKCOVID

My mind is having a hard time accepting that are never coming back. How can this be? How can this be my life? You should have survived. I need you. Your sister NEEDS you 💛💛😭💔 #COVID19 #forever31 #yellowheartmemorial #alwaysloved #NeverForgotten #focv 💛💛😭💔