cramps last light were terrible

and i'm still very sick

i wish i could be one of those people who can't eat when they're stressed/sad

i'm my own trigger, my very best own trigger

i saw pics of myself hiking in mini shorts from summer '22 and 💀 i was so skinny, i'm literally goal, my goal

if my ugw was a pic

i feel like crying rn and anytime actually

food is controlling my life, that was not the deal

edtwt i wanna try smthg : give me your favorite music album, i *try to* give you a thinspo that matches the vibe/aesthetic

don't let this flop, let's try this 🥺

irony is buying binge food and put it in a tote bag that says "i take care of myself"💀💀💀

that lana photoshoot oooof

so delicate

this week i have so many things to do, i'll be so busy every night and weekend, i hope it will make me forget i have to eat to live

i really want to wean myself off binge urges so bad

need to get out of this binge circle, imma start with a 3 days no binge goal, then 1 week, 2, a month...

i'm doing this for real

legs bc in the dark