if they're fine without you, be fine without them too

it's tiring to be okay with things that aren't really okay

but sometimes we need to heal alone

please be kind

idk if anyone would get it but im sick & tired of feeling sick & tired.

js wanna be happy next month. its my fucking birthday month next month. i js wanna be okay and happy thats all i ask for

noone will really understand the tremendous pain that im going through. people be like giving me the reassurance that i’ll be fine but does it even gets better? lol

its my fucking birthday but i’m still feeling sad, heartbroken, dead inside kns whats new????? 🙂

fuck why am i still stuck thinking of you

fuck why tf am i still secretly hoping that you’ll wish me when i know deep down you wont fucking text me anymore and youre way happier without me now??? 🙂🙃

why is healing so tough.

-Salaries don’t match cost of living -Education doesn’t guarantee you a job -EVERYTHING is so damn expensive

50 shades of dark circles under my eyes.

headache

its so f hard to find new job nowadays lol 🙃

chatgpt has becoming my bestfriend lmao

dream of you again but whats new? 🙃

just 03:30am thoughts…. oh and inside out 2 movie inspired me to express myself through poetry 🥲 i love poetry so much i guess i’m turning into one now or what? :’) lol but idk if i should continue and do another one someday hmm