ughhhh i gotta go into work in an hour and id rather eat glass

its a happy new year, im making guacamole, you could not even pick up the fucking phone and call me

should old accquaintence be forgot, and never brought to mind,

lrt all of them. literally all of them

im not tired but my ferrets been waking me up stupid early and then i sleep till noon and im!! tired then!!! there is no winning!!

ME WANT BITE ME WANT PLANT CORN DOG DELIGHT

some of the things someone puts on my tl here make me roll my eyes so goddamn hard.

i cant breathe im not okay i need help

in notnokayim not okau ik no y okay

theres not even anyonr i can talk to about yhis. im still shakinh. maybe i should take an anxiet ymed

i havent been okay since i saw that post. im hallucinating as we speak. i doubled up on my prn anxiety med and im thinking about checking into a partial tomorrow. i want to kill myself i feel like theres nothing to live for

//tw animal death might have to put my guinea pig down today ,,,

also i think im gonna call the partial today, set up an intake. i really havent been okay at all.

in the meantime i had a mental fucking breakdown to the tune of "mondo may very well not be real and your schizophrenia is lying to you"

hey, im logging out of this acct for my own good. ive been in significant distress recently and DR, as a whole, has not been helping. if youd like to follow my personal its sea , but there will be little, if no, dr content, for mental health reasons.