great things take time to build. saying you’ll start tomorrow is the worst thing you can do. it’s gonna take longer than you think it will. your losing time, second by second.

i will have 1 million youtube subs. it’s already happened. the numbers just aren’t showing.

had the fun summer too many times. what’s a locked in summer look like? just a question i have.

you ever have those moments where it feels as if the universe is calling you. not to do something but to feel something, time freezes and it’s as if your in a tv show where a dominant voice has announced a clue.

everything is fabricated bullshit made up by a human, made of flesh just like you. sure something’s are meant to be in place to keep things a certain way or it would be chaos. but your superpower is realizing, you dictate the way things are understood from your lense.

death is constantly on my mind, not in fear but in the fact of motivation.

is it possible to be in love with someone and ever have a normal relationship ever. maybe on the surface level, but deep down no way.

been anxious a lot lately. i don’t gave good eyesight. i don’t wear my glasses. put my glasses on. aniexty pretty much gone. interesting

haven’t had a good nights sleep in about a year and half. didn’t really realize it, until today. but I get my best work done late night, gonna try the earlier morning. same vibe. quiet. no one’s awake.

I do love the middle of the night. For me it’s almost as if I’m alone on this planet.

a common human pattern seems to be easily being able to do things that don’t benefit you. while not doing the things you know are good for you. i don’t think this is how it’s always been.

so many times in life we are in the process of doing things wishing for it to be over. if you can simply just be okay ever task you do no matter how long, no matter how difficult. life becomes extremely enjoyable.

serious question: they say paris the city of love. but what if you live there, you feeling the love or is it just a city?

what’s sleep?

there’s a mountain of topics on a carousel spinning 80 miles per hour, in my mind. that makes my mind feel the need to fixate on “pain” caused by the stress to take the stress away from the something internal and make it external.

i literally just wanna make cool shit

it’s doesn’t matter your views, someone out there wants to kill you for it. AND THE PEOPLE AT THE TOP LOVE IT. wake up fam

a drunk driver crashed into my house #holeinthecribbbb

nah this 67 shit out of hand, anyone just see that nfl commercial?