........oh. I've been having seriously bad anxiety attacks around this time for a hot minute. Joy

Update on this: doc said they're actually panic attacks due to my anxiety and...other anxieties. I've also had an increase in panic attacks daily but over all I'm alright so that's something

Fun fact: I genuinely hate thunderstorms. Thunder causes my anxiety to sky rocket an sometimes I'll go into a really bad anxiety attack cause somehow I always find myself alone in them ever since I was a child. That being said- . . . There's one rn and I'm alone again T^T help...

i miss my boyfriend

Sometimes I wonder, if I didn't talk first, how many people would I lose contact with...but then that makes me wonder if I even make people feel obligated to talk to me. I dunno!! Brain worms and overthinking have been rough lately

Today is my 5 year streaming anniversary

My red flag is that if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you either. But not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I think if you don't want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don't bother you

It's so easy to tell someone they're important but it's the actions that most keep missing. Is what it is, you win some ya lose some. I'm actually tired of everything

Ok, so… I have a quick question for everyone. I have an adventure game serie I love and plan to play on stream. If you know me, you’ve probably heard me mention the « Ys » games… So here we are, with all the released main games. But, there’s still a remaining question…

Guys am I a twue gamer gwirl nyow?

Presenting the next expansion coming to FINAL FANTASY XIV: Evercold!

UPDATE

New official art | Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers Artist: Kazuya Takahashi