bitter and begging, my dear don't you go

i’m so tired

this is nothing like my home

you pleaded, ‘’oh, kind sir please let me say goodbye’’ your soul ripped from your stomach you gave an awful cry

you won't want to miss this part

i am giving up

and i'm not going to wait for the sun to pick me up at night

and underneath, it's plain to see that we're not meant for history

and you're scared, and you're sure that your spine will dissolve, you will fall to the floor

oh, i've got to give one last farewell

you will take what you need and the headaches will come, but at least you can breathe

you make a devil proud

‘cause we're all in this shit for sure

all the good i did in the ending was no more than spare repentance

maybe i'm meant for the sea it's there swinging from my family tree

’cause i never loved you and you never loved me, that's just how you struck me

would you touch my face? i gotta know i’m still alive

hold my hand and i will hold you up

just sometimes i feel like this is all there is

i was alive for a moment you see