“It’s you, Cas...” He inhaled a moment, now more nervous than before-; weirdly. He shifted and swayed his palm with Cas’, eyes falling to the floor briefly. “It’s different with you, you know that..” His eyes finally lifted to Castiel, slowly inhaling. —

— “I love you. I trust you.” He took the angel’s palms and guided them to his waist, his own hands sliding up around the angel’s neck. “I don’t.. I don’t know.. is it really that special? I-i didn’t think it was anything really—...”

Dean returned the kiss in awe, his eyes completely soft and full of confusion. He wasn’t ( that ) special— was he? Regardless of how he felt for himself-; the first time with Cas was of ( course ) special, no matter what. When they stepped into the bathroom, he paused and —

— leaned in, resting his forehead on the angel’s shoulder. “I love you so much...”

// Sorry for the slow ass / shitty replies I’m like half distracted by a movie

Dean let himself relax against Castiel, melting into his touch, not to mention his words. His eyes fell closed, arms still around the angel’s neck to keep himself close. “Thank you..” He mumbled. He was ready to get through with this warm shower so he could curl right up —

— with Cas and preferably fall asleep in his arms. Cas is just.. home.

His growing fatigue is what allowed him to relax and let Castiel take full opportunity while they showered, otherwise he likely would’ve been insistent on having his own hands all over the angel. There was other times for that. The simple gesture of Cas carrying him into —

— the bedroom had Dean melting, his arms around the angel’s neck, and despite being placed down, he was fervent in not letting go. He pulled the angel down onto himself, a soft laugh following. “Get over here~” He hummed contently, arms circling his man.

Dean’s lips moved softly against Cas’, his arms snaked around the angel’s neck still. “I ( told ) you. You’re ( my ) teddy bear. An’ I love it.” He quickly shuffled closer to meet Castiel’s side, though changed his mind after a moment and turned so his back was to Cas-; —

— planting himself as little spoon. “Cas?” He spoke soft, in the same moment as he tugged the angel’s arm around himself.

Climbs in bed beside @praiseheathens, nuzzling up to him and tugging his arms around him. “M’tired..”

Peppers kisses all over his face, smiling happily. “Daddy, you didn’t tell me you were home.”

“Oh,” He frowned, palms cupping the man’s cheeks. “Are you okay? What happened? Did you kill them?” Silently praying he did.

“Can I see?” He looked deeply concerned—; probably because he ( is ). “Are you sure you’re okay?”

A pout fell upon his lips, partly from the sight, partly from being moved out of the man’s lap. “You better be okay.”

“Still don’t like it..” He huffed softly, sliding his arms around his neck. “Don’t like these meetings..”

He’s sad.. just gonna curl up against @praiseheathens and close his eyes.