there is a freedom that comes with abandonment.

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my biggest fan

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝘙𝘐𝘎𝘏𝘛, 𝐑𝐔𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 B̶A̶S̶T̶A̶R̶D̶S̶! 𝐈'𝐌 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝔸𝕃𝕃!─── ᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ

⠀ ⠀‘ maria ? i thought i lost you back there . ( confusion over features ˎ hand outreached — but hesitant . never making contact . )

// friendly reminder that ethnicities are not interchangeable.

⠀ ⠀‘ we should be fine , though i — think you should stand beside me . ( an offer ˎ entwined with a decline of another . he felt relief with seeing her ˎ despite being — unexpressive . )

i am tired of being human. and angry at feeling so much love. some days i am angry just to be alive.

⠀ ⠀‘ i'll try not to .. just stick close , alright ? ( taken a few steps forward ˎ unable to help the glances back to ensure maria followed . )

⠀ ⠀( taking her hand within his ˎ he let their pace quicken — the sounds becoming faint ˎ haunting . ) we'll be okay .

⠀ ⠀໒† ⸝ ᅠ〝ᅠ𝘮𝘺 ᅠ𝓻𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 ᅠ𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖘 . . . ᅠ

⠀ ⠀( truthfully .. james hadn't realized he reached out to her — in comfort . to want , to keep her close . ) i know .. i know , i — i hope i can live up to that .