“Maybe I am weak..”

“I say you don’t have to do that if you don’t want too” Benji was just honest since he felt maybe Alex didn’t want him anymore He eats a bit

“I’m fine” He spoke and kept a shoe on and his jacket

He looked at his food Benji honest didn’t knew what to do

Where was @SLemontaire and why didn’t he came to save him when he was kidnapped? And where is he when he needed him for talks?

“I’m fine, maybe tak to Alex. He needs it more then me”

Lucky he has black sheets and stuff so the blood would not ruin them Benji went to bed It was at least nice to feel a bed again

“Please just go to Alex” Benji may felt like Alex doesn’t want him but he did care about Alex “I just wanna sleep Lucy”

He takes his jacket off and bloody clothing and groans as he takes his shoe off as it was badly injured and went in bed

He just cried in his bed till he sleeps

He was petty beat up and had cuts and wounds and he at least ate a bit of Alex his food before Alex left He didn’t want food but since he didn’t eat in two days he still ate a bit

He did missed Alex and holds a pillow in his sleep

He just wanted to feel loved again and he didn’t like fighting with Alex Benji was just sad thinking Alex doesn’t like him anymore and he felt alone

He used to be alone before he had Alex He didn’t knew his brother and his father is already gone for years His twin was away too last few months so he can handle being alone But he did was happy when he was with Alex

He was normally so great with Alex but after the whole thing with his father he felt like Alex was distant Maybe he was hiding emotions or anything, he doesn’t know Maybe it was Benji his mind, all he knows is that Benji was insecure now and felt really alone

He just really wants someone to check up on Alex to see if he’s okay too

He still was sad in his bed all day

|| I may log off some accs since I feel like their for show here anyways so sorry but 7 accs will be logged off including Benji

|| Logging Off

He sighs and felt alone