she embodies mournful intelligence and beautiful darkness.

beautiful. autumn - raw. she must be a witch of some kind.

sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine.

today you want nothing because wanting comes too close to feeling.

you are a better knife than you are a person.

grief is an amputation, but hope is an incurable hemophilia: you bleed and bleed.

understand that there is a beast within you that can drink til it is sick, but cannot drink til it is satisfied.

. . . a girl who is both death and the maiden.

when will i stop belonging to this hungry thing inside me?

. . . and i think we most fully understood each other when once i tried to kill him with a kitchen knife . . .

i am a fountain of blood in the shape of a girl.

there was a hole here. it's gone now.

find god in the line of your jaw and break it.

i am the center of an atrocity.

suffering feels religious if you do it right.

i will take a crowbar and pry out the broken pieces of god in me.

hanging by my neck from the family tree.

stop, stop, make it stop, stop, make it stop, i've had enough, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop ––––