"how come you both ended up so differently? you here with the resistance while he's with the first order?" she asked, her brow raising ever so slightly. "I'd like to know more about his family. . ."

"then you're highly underestimating me, kirk. did you really think that I've been sitting in this room while you were away? I know how to get to my ship without being spotted. although out there? it might get tough." she stated, moving to let him go. "it's up to you."

"I'd like to hear more. . . It would be nice to give my children a family. . ." she offered him a small smile, ribbing the back of her neck. "Maddati Calrissian, totally forgot to introduce myself."

She gave him a small nod, tilting her head slightly. In a way, she could see kirk in him. Yet, softer and more gentle. "where are you from? what was your childhood like?"

"did you forget who you asked to be your girlfriend? I have contacts who can help. . ." she let out a sigh. "but I'm not doing this if you're doubting this."

she seated herself besides the other, glancing down. "that does explain why he was terrified when we found out. . ." she muttered as she gave him a small nod. "he lost it in which way?"

"I'm so sorry to hear that." she gave him a slight frown as she listened, fiddling with her sleeves. "He has been nothing but kind to me. He made sure I wasn't locked up, thus he became my warden. And well, we grew close. . ."

She gave him a nod, a small smile on her features. "And now he's to be the father of our twins. . ."

《•》

"it's not something we expected, really. but I truly believe he's going to be a good father." she chuckled a bit as she glanced down, running her fingers over her showing belly.

"He. . . He's scared, I believe. He hasn't said too much about it. . . But he seems happy." She gave other a firm nod, staring at the ground. "He loves me. And I love him."

not her second guessing her relationship after talking with zak.

haha what to do.

That's good, right?

hugs? hugs are always good.

then come here.

gently wraps her arms around him, humming softly.

she wouldnt say a word. just holding him, getly swaying back and forth.

she just buried her face in his neck, her eyes closing shut. but she didn't return his words. "I know." she whispered.

—; Im going to take a break from Twitter. It might be a few days. a few weeks. maybe even a few months. or maybe I don't return at all. I don't know yet. All I know is that I'm exhausted, don't have any muse anymore and don't enjoy writing at the moment. sorry. Love, Meli