so eepy all day this is what it feels like to have no urgency in anything im not sure if i like it but maybe it's not the right time

imagine being so mediocre at a game you paly nearly everyday 🤠 definitely not me ahahahfdijghdfkjhk

why is filling up forms always so daunting asfhsdakjf

bee feeling weaker than usual these past 2 weeks, and relatively speaking i'm not weak but i sure as hell feel a lot less strong than i normally do, my body just hasn't been feeling right 🫠 we fight anyways, i wasn't able to hit my 2023 fitness goal so we go harder this year

on that note, i am at least somewhat proud of my progress last year Feb 2023 - Oct/Dec 2023 losing muscle mass faster than a regular person due to my autoimmune sucks, but we're here for the ride 🧍‍♂️

back when i didn't know i was showing symptoms of being diabetic, i used to wake up with a leg cramp every morning and literally walking it off would work every time 😭😭😭

these tft servers have more brain damage than i do, i did not know that was possible

do i...

I’m gonna give 10 random people that repost this and follow me $25,000 for fun (the $250,000 my X video made) I’ll pick the winners in 72 hours

do i...(1)

how funny would it be

today i shall

feel like streaming P3R again later tn but i have so much to do 🫠

yippie

imagine having to guest speak for a majors and being called the "pambansang mod" in context of the lecture topic when i don't even mod for shit anymore 😭😭😭

in the context of the class it was needed but my god the visible embarrassment on my face at least it's a really updated class

considering this was one of my hardest sems in terms of mental health, i'm glad i didn't come close to failing b i thought i definitely would 🥹 academic excellence can come back neat year, this year i just promised myself i'd do my best to make it

i see my guitar collecting dust in the corner and i get sad bc i wanna pick it up again, but i get daunted by all my siblings already being good at instruments with me being the only one who hasn't fully learned one yet starting tomorrow i practice again no more excuses !!

do I stream today I had to put my plans on hold and my body hurts from training

do i wanna stream tn