i don’t think i ever told anyone that i literally started making videos, which progressed to films, because of ctfxc on youtube back in 2011 🧍🧍

trying to live a life while also knowing that there’s *something* wrong with you, but not knowing what, and no one else knows, and so you’re just going day by day constantly questioning what the fuck is wrong,,,is so goddamn hard

as an autistic person, washing machines are one of my biggest enemies. what do they have to be so loud for??

new perspective

that man means everything to me, i love him so much

one of my all time favourite trans characters is david schreibner from druck (german skam) played by a trans man, who helped write his characters story and specific scenes, and he is just so beautifully represented. it’s been years, and i still think about him daily

you just had to be there

what if i just disappeared and started a new life for myself in a country where no one knows me, and i just forget my entire past and let myself be free

that’s why these movies mean so goddamn much to me, they’re actually everything

i took a solo day trip to the coast and now i’m no longer mentally ill