-- shelf next to a broken bottle of tequila. My hand reached over to grab it, frustratedly turning it on, my jaw dropping to the amount --

-- of notifications, messages and missed calls. I didn't bother to acknowledge any, I was too fucking tired. I slipped my phone into --

-- my bra uneasily, stretching clumsily before unwillingly getting to my feet and bending down to grab my shoes. This is how I lived --

-- every night, Mom didn't care, Dad was gone and so was inactive.. I began to trudge along to the exit, forcing my eyes to stay --

-- open::

#ToBeCont

::I was always excited to see @ArrowsInformant, something about him was so..different, he made me feel in some what way normal. I hadn't -c-

-c- informed my family of @ArrowsInformant and I's relationship, but like they would care anyway. This was the first time I had ever -c-

-c- had some type of happiness and @ArrowsInformant had somehow always brightened my day. My head shook, chuckling at how in awe I was -c-

-c- of @ArrowsInformant. He was the first guy I had ever grown to like and even, bothered to get to know without it being some random -c-

-c- hook up. I could feel a skip in my step as I approached @ArrowsInformant's door, tugging my jacket over my chest more securely -c-

-c- before I took a nervous breath, my hand reaching up to tap lightly a few times on @ArrowsInformant's front door, tucking a strand -c-

-c- of hair behind my ear. I heard @ArrowsInformant's foot steps and not so long after, he opened the door, standing there in his -c-

-c- hoodie and jeans which I always loved. My eyes caught @ArrowsInformant's smile which brought one to my own lips:: Hey, Roy. -c-

-c- ::I lifted my eyes to meet @ArrowsInformant's, stepping towards him slightly to give him a warm hug::

::My legs were crossed over each other once @ArrowsInformant and I were seated, I couldn't help but admire the place he had. It was -c-

-c- down to earth and genuine, it always seemed to surprise me and I always liked it. I turned my attention back to @ArrowsInformant -c-

-c- once he asked where we would like to go, I simply shrugged, glancing over at @ArrowsInformant:: I honestly don't mind. Whatever -c-

-c- you would like to do, I'd be sweet with. We could grab something to eat then come and chill back at yours or -c- @ArrowsInformant

-c- whatever, yeah. ::I looked over at @ArrowsInformant, smiling softly, watching his expression to decipher his thoughts::