i exist， that is all， and i find it nauseating.

it does me no good; violence has changed me. my body has grown cold like the stripped fields; now there is only my mind， cautious and wary， with the sense it is being tested.

⠀ ֫🍎͟# STARTER.∙ ꩜ CALL 𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 for gif w/o context ⨾ 𓆩 ↻ 𓆪 for a descriptive gig ⨾ ✦•·····················•✦•·····················•✦

i’m not used to being loved， i wouldn’t know what to do.

🍎🍏 Current mood:

🍎🍏 Context: I'm meeting Neil Newbon this weekend. Leaving tomorrow.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I have this urge , I have this urge to 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍 , I have this urge to 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍 and show that I'm * 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 .ᐟ

instead of welcoming the light， i became anxious by it... because i wanted to be kept hidden in the darkness that rendered me invisible. because i couldn't bear the thought of being seen.

is my red， red enough? i'm waiting for your teeth at my throat. it's only good manners.

🍎🍏I have decided to flip this account. I just don't think I have the muse for this boy here. Feel free to unfollow or soft block if you wish. Coming Soon: Stede Bonnet