look at yourself, are you even still alive at all?

am i not good? have i not been good enough? is it too late to try again? can i not be better? i want to be good for you. please. i'll be good.

you wrap your name tight around my ribs and keep me warm. i was born for you.

i hope i don’t burden you.

“I’m still hurt over you betraying us.”

⠀am i attractive .ᐣ tell me , am i good enough .ᐣ

i’m sorry i burdened you with the idea of us, forgive me for wanting someone who is everything when i am nothing.

too beautiful. devastatingly beautiful.

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i'm starting to think that i want to live. that i want to be forgiven. despite being so riddled with sins.

if you feel nothing then why are you shaking?

a celestial grief.

hang me on your cross.

this is the product of hatred and anger.

father, will i ever be enough for you?

my shadow’s the only one that walks beside me. / my shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating.

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