today is not my day i want to relapse but i won’t because that will just make it worse

it’s so visible where the staples were 😭

is it normal for scars to grow this much (first photo is from january and the second just now)

my arm is so wonky 😭😭

now 3 months clean!!

this was on a post about a mother killing her autistic children to “end their suffering”.. sometimes i think that neurotypical people are actually the stupid ones. some of the most successful people in the world (money wise) are autistic, idk what their point is.

damn doesn’t it suck when your autistic boyfriend acts autistic 🥺

why are people like this 😭😭

tiny joint

yeahh maybe i did fuck up my legs a bit…

got this cat teddy for myself as a reward for 4 months clean next week!! (i got it today because i got paid yesterday)

do you like white chocolate I love white chocolate

if i made a recovery focused server on discord without the triggering stuff that can hold people back on recovery like one that doesn’t include photos of sh or any encouragement towards sh, lmk because if enough people want it i will make one!!

why are they like that 😭

little update for everyone

just over a year clean now!!