I still had to stay a few days in the hospital for some check-ups, but I am finally home now. I certainly missed it, after so many hours stuck in a white room. My memories are still rather faulty, but it's nothing that will put me in further danger thankfully.

Ah, it's December.

Ow.

Today I woke up thanks to a nightmare, roughly around 4:30 AM. I couldn't breathe properly. It was... torture, for sure. Thankfully, remembering my daily affairs helped me to get out of bed and distract myself, but I don't know if I'll be this lucky in the next few days.

Merry Christmas for those who celebrate it. I apologize for my absence, I was not feeling very well and decided it would be better to stay at home. On the bright side, I was able to cook something nice for myself, and spent the night watching some movies with Sinatra's company.

Unsurprisingly, I was unable to sleep properly last night. Thankfully, having people around helped with the anxiety, but I still feel rather claustrophobic. It's going to be a long day.

Happy New Year's Eve! May the next year be more peaceful for everyone. Some of us surely deserve a rest, haha.

Usually I felt rather anxious to leave Sinatra alone with other people due to how skittish he can be, but it seems he enjoys the new company more than I could've predicted. Life has gotten quite busy recently, so having someone to look after him when I'm away is a relief.

It has been a while since the last time I sat down to write anything. If I'm being honest, I haven't truly realized how overwhelmed I was these last few weeks until now.

I didn't expect to find cards and letters from old clients wishing me a Happy Birthday this morning. In all honesty, I was under the belief they already forgot about me. It's a nice surprise, nonetheless.

So many expenses... I might need to search for a part-time job if I want to keep them in control... or spend less money on Sinatra, but I doubt he would be happy about it...

I'm still not sure about howI feel about the costume Trucy got for me for the shows, but it makes her happy, so I don't mind.

My glasses disappeared. Again.

// thinking about reviving this account and being active again..

I'm old!