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in her desk chair staring up at the clock that hung on her wall. A small sigh was released god it was very boring »

within the office and how quite it was it was sort of getting to her as it was unusual to her. "What the hell to do.." Casting her gaze »

away from the ticking clock looking at a picture upon her desk. Heidi and Josh her old deceased partner from the »

military, killed on their first patrol, a horrid memory to remember the last moments of his existence. In a way it still bugged her on »

some levels, as he was just more than a /partner/ on the field. But never came to conclusion of admitting back then to people. »

In a way she wanted to tell Fen about him. Though apart of her refused as Heidi was still edgy with how they just »

gotten into a relationship, worried the wrong thing said or mentioned poof. Or worst case scenario something happening to Fen »

on the field like what happened with Josh. She never wanted to live with something like that again..

“We learn how to numb the pain. But how do you escape what's inside your head? When I've got a war in my mind.”

[Via texts Fen Abria Siao. 30 messages of 'Fen I miss you.']

"Its been months since I've seen Fen, bloody damn paperwork.."

Causally just breaths in, before screaming happy birthday for Fen Abria Siao..

[Tag: Fen Abria Siao. ] •Hell raining down on us.• Roughly 10months it had been since the brunette exposed her feelings out towards the blonde at their workplace. Having things just simple between them the causal switching of going over the ether or’s apartment for the night.—

Fen Abria Siao. Even having nights out of getting take-out and just relaxing before working their asses off within headquarters. Which would have Heidi away for long periods of time with paper work. Though it was the holiday season and it was always a sight within HQ at times seeing most—

people get in the Christmas Spirit. Luckily Heidi was able to talk her way in getting the same time off as Fen around Christmas. It was only one step closer towards the big deal that hopefully the other would go for. Hurrying her pace towards Fen’s little office peaking in—

seeing it was empty only then would she proceed in. Placing a note with the following: “Check your chair, think it may be broken.” Before hurrying the hell out sending a quick text to Fen stating she was waiting for by her office to leave for their holiday break.—

That Fen was obviously not aware of.