TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE

three spooned snuggle w James and Firelord yessss this is good

I’m like 90% sure my dad just heated up broth to feed the cats and not me?? Where is my broth???

I do not trust anyone who has not looked at their deepest belief and felt it turn to sand in their hands and kept going anyway into the cold with nothing

saw my coffee mom today for the first time since I fucked my foot up and that really healed something in me.

Imm gonna be as skinny as famous people soon if this stomach bug doesn’t eradicate itself from my freaking body !!!

I WANNA BE A COWBOY OUT ON THE RANGE WRITING POEMS AND READING THEM TO THE SUNSET

how did I get this body? and all in this time?

You need to be slowmaxxing. You need to be reading long, fat books. You need to be making 48-hour chocolate chip cookies. You need to spend hours watching wildlife, you need to spend 15+ min making your coffee. You need to breathe in and breathe out. You need to be slowwwwwwwwww.

realizing it took me over two years to finally tell my massage therapist my mom died even though I’ve seen her every month for literally four years lol grief is a surprise

bro the joy and comfort I feel being snowed in (but not really cause me and James shoveled so efficiently) with my whole fam/critters and the baking going and the pork going like super mega chef’s kiss to this life<3

my body hurts knowing I never get to snuggle puddle with my mom again. Shit is so dumb familiar. Some things are lost forever.

James is the best cat dad; he addresses the cats when he sleep talks

James sleeping peacefully: Me: I think I’m balding maybe I need a hair transplant? James: that’s okay 💜 I love love

rewatched stick it for the first time in forever and I forgot how much that movie shaped my entire personality🧡I love those girls.. and the dudes too. Whole thing is so fire and still beautiful and funny.

got a new fuzzy blanket for bed that Firelord nuzzles extra hard; it’s so cute. I lucked out.

every time I get sick I just wanna roll over and die because I need my freaking mom

I think I need to get back to tumblr and just have my little blog and then I’ll be happy? Like all I need are my little thoughts and my little works