The Rainbow Library VRChat winter solstice festival continues as the stage has being defrosted for day 2. Join us in vrch.at/3t94xpwb

It might be getting cold outside, but it's nice in warm in the Rainbow Library as we enter the third and final day of the Winter Solstice Festival on VRChat. Join us for the live music at vrch.at/3t94xpwb

Surprise DJ event happening during the #Vket After Party!🎧Jump in and vibe with us RIGHT NOW in Vket Global VRC Group 🔥✨

emilhauge Lionturtle Codeadvanced Star Stream Batz Project After that, Studio JAW played some really nice remixes of notable electronic and game music :3 I caught pretty Asheris & more vibing and dancing to this too! 💙 I like their style ~ #VRChat

Projekt: Community Death_Map💀🧭🇲🇽 poiyomi We had so many people step up to show off their creations & kitbashes. I'm thankful to see the direction my community is going, Despite being established in 2023, it really took off this year in 2025! Virtual Fashion truly is boundless! #VRChat #PJKTFestmas

I'm so grateful to the VRChat community. So many people wished me a happy birthday yesterday that I cried.

Fins あいぽ 🐰〔 AMOKA 〕 Kaerun 🐸📸 𝒶𝑒𝒾𝓃 RIKU_730 roseinvr (BOOKS CLOSED JAN, FEB) Star Stream Nopied◎ 鶴@vtuber【EN】 okgold Sheena_baobab 🌳❘ Vsinger Yotch Harrow もいさん🎧〔 AMOKA 〕 General Delphox ｓｈｅｒｕ【R・SHELL】 Lionturtle IWieldKeys VRイベントカメラマン VRChat NovedPlayer 𝐕𝐨𝐫𝐮𝐟𝐮 Spaceguy5 🍎🐺 Onetwostep (Commission closed) Codeadvanced Studio JAW Kaise3_ PablosCorner We had such a large group with us when 2026 came upon us over at South East Asia! Thank you for staying with me during the countdown! You are all wonderful people! We even got to see @GSGenesis & Ru 🐰🔜 AFC 's Videos on the NYE Broadcast! Super proud! #VRChat

I and the Rainbow Library team are happy to announce that Rainbow Library has been nominated for two #VRCommunityAwards. Nominated - Social Impact (Rainbow Library) Community Leadership (Asheris, RL founder). Thank you The VR Community Awards

It’s time to brighten up your day as the sun is now out in Rainbow Library VRChat world. Check out the new update today! vrc.group/RAINBO.7059

Thank you, Yume Maid Cafe, I had so much fun yesterday.

So it has been a month since I have had Utrogestan and a few weeks since my Estrogel, and it is driving me crazy. However, there is good news: my refill is finally in, and I can collect it tomorrow.

I had an amazing therapy session today. I need to focus more on myself and having an independent lifestyle. After all I can't help people if I can't help myself honestly I wish I had realized this long ago before I caused unintentional pain to those around me (both virtual + IRL)

The Vket world hop always puts a smile on my face. So many amazing people and interesting worlds.

I had a horrible nightmare last night. A white light was constantly appearing in front of me, and my body was being dragged to it. When I woke up, my heart rate (bpm) was in the 40s (according to my watch).

Going out has become tough again in recent weeks. My anxiety around people, especially large crowds, has returned. Getting dizzy spells and an uneasy feeling.

Last night I dreamed my parents were alive, it felt so real, but I managed to know it was a dream because in the dream, my parents accepted me as trans and didn't try to abuse me.

While I miss doing stuff in VRChat with RL, leaving was the best option. It was a lot of work and stress, and my therapist also recommended that I step away and focus on myself. RL are in some amazing hands, and I hope it continues.

I hope that when I feel like I've improved enough, I can potentially look into helping others again, but in a reduced capacity (dedicating every waking minute to something is apparently not good for your health).

Dancing in VRC again might be nice, or more VRC acting.

Went food shopping today, and I didn't have a panic attack \o/ #smallvictories