Just when I think things are finally gonna go back to a sense of normalcy, something happens and I end up stuck with injuries that prevent me from being able to do anything but paperwork. This fucking sucks.

My nightmares have been bleeding into each other lately. One second I'll be burning on the battlefield, the next I'll be freezing in an alleyway. Sometimes he's there, but he never reaches me in time. I can't sleep like this and the meds never last long enough.

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Got some really awful news this morning and I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed. I wonder if my superiors will understand or if they even noticed I wasn't there.

Holy fuuuuck, I'm hungover as shit rn. On the plus side, I have forgotten whatever it was I was drinking to forget last night.

Nvm, just remembered and apparently I thought it was a good idea to text a bunch of people I definitely shouldn't haven't been texting last night...

She only seems to like talking to me at night... I wonder why that is...

I think I need to look into getting my prescriptions adjusted. I keep waking up after the meds have worn off lately and I've been taking more earlier than I'm supposed to. I used to just be able to sleep through it til morning, but it just hurts more than it used to.

// In the slumbering streets long forsaken by the frozen city, salvation tastes of rot and matted fur. // Go show Ne some love for drawing one of my favourite rats so beautifully 🫀 #GenshinImpactOC