I gave the love of my life one last kiss and one last hug last night. It's not goodbye. Just bye for now. A peace of my heart left with him when I got on my plane. I'm on a mission for change and growth now. I wish my life partner was with me for this.

who’s gonna tell him

Week one felt like a year.

I'm afraid my current therapist isn't the one for me. She is sweet and caring. But I am beggining to consider I might need a different one. Finding "the one" was always something that kept me from getting help. But I need it so badly.

I wish I had friends out here :(

This is not to celebrate. This is out of shock more than anything.